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su jiuqing ([personal profile] countermeasures) wrote2022-02-24 04:58 pm

chroma | catchall for atsushi

shrieks in capitalism
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[personal profile] moonlightbeast 2022-02-25 03:06 am (UTC)(link)
[He'll hold them up. At least this part he can move without too much trouble.]

I got pinned to the ground by knives.
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[personal profile] moonlightbeast 2022-02-25 03:19 am (UTC)(link)
I-

[...]

There was a cloaked figure trying to kill me. But I was faster than them, so we went around in circles for a bit. Them running and trying to stab me, me trying to catch them. Then they got me pinned to the ground so I couldn't chase them.
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[personal profile] moonlightbeast 2022-02-25 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
I didn't. I died.

[A pause.]

...I think? Because I'm alive now, but.

[Well. He gestures to himself. He definitely died of these injuries!]
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[personal profile] moonlightbeast 2022-02-25 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
[He nods. That's what it feels like to him: like the death was real, even if he logically knows it couldn't be. The words he heard, the fears he felt, they echo through him like the sharp nightmares of childhood that keep children awake at night. It leaves Atsushi feeling hollow, unable to fully appreciate the care that he's being given without feeling guilty for needing the attention in the first place.]

I don't even know why we went through all of that.
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[personal profile] moonlightbeast 2022-02-25 05:54 am (UTC)(link)
...thank you.

[He's not saying 'sorry' there, but he sure is thinking it.]

I don't want to be a burden. So, after I'm healthier, let me help with whatever you need.