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su jiuqing ([personal profile] countermeasures) wrote2022-02-24 04:58 pm

chroma | catchall for atsushi

shrieks in capitalism
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[personal profile] moonlightbeast 2022-02-25 02:07 am (UTC)(link)
[I'm crying, our first PC

Atsushi does feel bad. Jiuqing is working so hard, and he's just added to her workload. He's already feeling kind of low after the adventure he went on, but each time she stops to assist him or check on him he seems to sink lower into the bed.
]

I'm fine, really. It doesn't even really hurt anymore.

[He says while she's bandaging up the stab wound in his chest.]
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[personal profile] moonlightbeast 2022-02-25 02:41 am (UTC)(link)
...

[He glances away.]

Everything from my knees down feels terrible. It's difficult to breathe, every breath moves my chest and makes it sting. And my hands ache.
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[personal profile] moonlightbeast 2022-02-25 03:06 am (UTC)(link)
[He'll hold them up. At least this part he can move without too much trouble.]

I got pinned to the ground by knives.
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[personal profile] moonlightbeast 2022-02-25 03:19 am (UTC)(link)
I-

[...]

There was a cloaked figure trying to kill me. But I was faster than them, so we went around in circles for a bit. Them running and trying to stab me, me trying to catch them. Then they got me pinned to the ground so I couldn't chase them.
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[personal profile] moonlightbeast 2022-02-25 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
I didn't. I died.

[A pause.]

...I think? Because I'm alive now, but.

[Well. He gestures to himself. He definitely died of these injuries!]
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[personal profile] moonlightbeast 2022-02-25 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
[He nods. That's what it feels like to him: like the death was real, even if he logically knows it couldn't be. The words he heard, the fears he felt, they echo through him like the sharp nightmares of childhood that keep children awake at night. It leaves Atsushi feeling hollow, unable to fully appreciate the care that he's being given without feeling guilty for needing the attention in the first place.]

I don't even know why we went through all of that.
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[personal profile] moonlightbeast 2022-02-25 05:54 am (UTC)(link)
...thank you.

[He's not saying 'sorry' there, but he sure is thinking it.]

I don't want to be a burden. So, after I'm healthier, let me help with whatever you need.
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Week 1, Friday

[personal profile] moonlightbeast 2022-02-26 12:53 am (UTC)(link)
[Well. Looks like he gets to be a medical assistant sooner than he expected.]

I think I need a couple more hours in a pod but then I can walk and be of help.

We have work ahead of us, so I'll do my best to be ready as soon as I can.
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[personal profile] moonlightbeast 2022-02-26 01:22 am (UTC)(link)
There's still things I can do.

I'm going to figure out what happened.
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[personal profile] moonlightbeast 2022-02-26 01:41 am (UTC)(link)
I worry about what happens after that though.
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[personal profile] moonlightbeast 2022-02-28 01:28 am (UTC)(link)
[He does! He can walk now, and he's removed the bandages. He's inspecting the new scars on his hands though as he frowns slightly. But when Jiuqing speaks up, he'll look up to her.]

Ah, hello. How are you doing?
Edited 2022-02-28 02:52 (UTC)
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[personal profile] moonlightbeast 2022-02-28 03:28 am (UTC)(link)
Ah, yes. I spent enough time in the pods to heal them up. But I have a bunch of scars now.

[He seems. Kind of surprised. To have scars.]

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