[i was going to have her say "tomorrow" but it is icly tuesday in this thread and i would assume ray has gone to bed since it's nearly 1 am in est so maybe i'll catch her thursday instead]
i'd understand it more if he didn't have kumon here
watching him behave this way must be painful
if he feels guilty, that's fine. it's natural to feel guilt for something like that, and it's healthier than not feeling it at all. but i don't think he should hurt others with his guilt... especially not someone he cares about, who cares about him.
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WEEK 3 TUESDAY later after kazu
i don't understand su why is he like this
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i would have expected the gumball to do something...
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and then got angry at me saying that kumon was annoying him with his problems and that they weren't friends
i slapped him once but that didn't get him to his senses
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this can't be what he's really like...
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he just seems to want to do whatever it takes for people to be mad at him
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it is, isn't it?
but that's strange... is there some reason why he would want people to be mad at him?
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i don't want to think about it
but you don't think he knows who may have had a role in 9S's death do you?
or
did it himself. his hand could have matched for the one mark on that shovel
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and if we're wondering, i would imagine that others are wondering as well.
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he's practically painting a target on his back
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[i was going to have her say "tomorrow" but it is icly tuesday in this thread and i would assume ray has gone to bed since it's nearly 1 am in est so maybe i'll catch her thursday instead]
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i'll at least let him know that he shouldn't be alone in this even if he can't talk about it
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...i hope we're wrong about this
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if its true, which i hope its not, but if it is
i feel i can understand why he wants everyone to hate him
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watching him behave this way must be painful
if he feels guilty, that's fine. it's natural to feel guilt for something like that, and it's healthier than not feeling it at all. but i don't think he should hurt others with his guilt... especially not someone he cares about, who cares about him.
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i told him as much. it didn't matter about being nice to me, but mistreating kumon was too far
he shouldn't drag others down and i know kumon is worried because he told me. if he wants to be the enemy i get that but this isn't right
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let's hope that we're able to get through to him, if that is indeed what it is
and that if it isn't... we find some way to set him to rights