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i don't understand it at all

this can't be what he's really like...

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i don't think he is but i don't know him that well

he just seems to want to do whatever it takes for people to be mad at him

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[hm]

it is, isn't it?

but that's strange... is there some reason why he would want people to be mad at him?

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i don't want to think about it

but you don't think he knows who may have had a role in 9S's death do you?

or

did it himself. his hand could have matched for the one mark on that shovel

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...i can't help but wonder about that.

and if we're wondering, i would imagine that others are wondering as well.

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he really is an idiot if he thinks this is the way to go

he's practically painting a target on his back

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maybe i'll try to talk to him about it later

[i was going to have her say "tomorrow" but it is icly tuesday in this thread and i would assume ray has gone to bed since it's nearly 1 am in est so maybe i'll catch her thursday instead]

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i will too even though this talk didn't go well

i'll at least let him know that he shouldn't be alone in this even if he can't talk about it

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especially if it was like what happened with sir asogi... the guilt must be a lot to have on his shoulders

...i hope we're wrong about this

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i hope so too but it would make a lot of sense

if its true, which i hope its not, but if it is

i feel i can understand why he wants everyone to hate him

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i'd understand it more if he didn't have kumon here

watching him behave this way must be painful

if he feels guilty, that's fine. it's natural to feel guilt for something like that, and it's healthier than not feeling it at all. but i don't think he should hurt others with his guilt... especially not someone he cares about, who cares about him.

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exactly

i told him as much. it didn't matter about being nice to me, but mistreating kumon was too far

he shouldn't drag others down and i know kumon is worried because he told me. if he wants to be the enemy i get that but this isn't right

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you have the right of it

let's hope that we're able to get through to him, if that is indeed what it is

and that if it isn't... we find some way to set him to rights