[it's a little more difficult to be here than jiuqing thought it would be. she keeps catching herself looking toward the kitchen, half-expecting to see chinatsu there cooking something again - or back toward the girls' room, as if she might wander out of it...
[It does hurt, doesn't it? When it's so close to home. It hurts, to think about the fact that they'll never hear Chinatsu's voice in the apartment again, or at trial, or anywhere else. No more careful hugs after things go wrong. No more helping hands when he has a project he needs more people on.]
...She helped with the alley clean-up. Helped make some bouquets and tie up the ribbons and all. Even though she was scared of this place, she still tried really hard. Chang Geng - I didn't get to talk to him as much, but he was always real sweet.
[And had parts to him that were easy for a sword to understand. Both of the losses sit heavy.]
[strength isn't never being afraid of anything - it's about continuing to act, even when you're afraid. it's about not letting your fear paralyze you.]
And Sir Chang was very kind. He was easy to talk to.
[...it hurts to know they won't be able to talk to either one of them again.]
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[it's a little more difficult to be here than jiuqing thought it would be. she keeps catching herself looking toward the kitchen, half-expecting to see chinatsu there cooking something again - or back toward the girls' room, as if she might wander out of it...
but she won't, will she? she's gone.]
...I want to find out who did this to them.
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[It does hurt, doesn't it? When it's so close to home. It hurts, to think about the fact that they'll never hear Chinatsu's voice in the apartment again, or at trial, or anywhere else. No more careful hugs after things go wrong. No more helping hands when he has a project he needs more people on.]
...She helped with the alley clean-up. Helped make some bouquets and tie up the ribbons and all. Even though she was scared of this place, she still tried really hard. Chang Geng - I didn't get to talk to him as much, but he was always real sweet.
[And had parts to him that were easy for a sword to understand. Both of the losses sit heavy.]
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[strength isn't never being afraid of anything - it's about continuing to act, even when you're afraid. it's about not letting your fear paralyze you.]
And Sir Chang was very kind. He was easy to talk to.
[...it hurts to know they won't be able to talk to either one of them again.]
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She's strong, yeah. They're both good people. ...I wish-- we'd figured stuff out here faster.
[Before they lost more.]
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[lol]