jiuqing doesn't know how to make sense of what she's seeing. she knows these bubbles have been forcing them to see each others' memories, but - hot pants's experiences are wildly different from her own. she doesn't know what these corpse parts are, and she's never seen anything like what's surrounding her.
she reaches up to touch hot pants's shoulder, but before she can say anything, her own memories come spilling out.
[Her mind is racing. First, reminded of her grave sin. And then, seeing all of that...]
[Su used, betrayed, killed, all for...what? She's the one, though her hand is shaking, to reach out to grab the other's shoulder, firm.]
They should have never... [Her voice is wavering. She's throwing herself on Su's memories instead of her own.] They should have never laid a finger on you.
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jiuqing doesn't know how to make sense of what she's seeing. she knows these bubbles have been forcing them to see each others' memories, but - hot pants's experiences are wildly different from her own. she doesn't know what these corpse parts are, and she's never seen anything like what's surrounding her.
she reaches up to touch hot pants's shoulder, but before she can say anything, her own memories come spilling out.
noble families really suck, don't they?
sometimes, family will be the death of you.
...but death isn't always the end.
she freezes, her hand in the air between them, not quite at hot pants's shoulder just yet.]
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[Her mind is racing. First, reminded of her grave sin. And then, seeing all of that...]
[Su used, betrayed, killed, all for...what? She's the one, though her hand is shaking, to reach out to grab the other's shoulder, firm.]
They should have never... [Her voice is wavering. She's throwing herself on Su's memories instead of her own.] They should have never laid a finger on you.
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[she doesn't shrug off hot pants's hand. it's warm, comforting, a reminder that she's here, not back in that time, that place--]
They shouldn't have.
[...]
They're not in a position to be able to hurt me or my mother ever again.
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[She closes her eyes, satisfied.]
Good.
[Good.]
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More importantly, Miss Hot Pants...
[she looks up at her, her expression full of concern.]
...what I saw... I swear to you, I won't tell anyone I saw it.
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...
[She...lowers her head, her fingers squeezing the other's shoulder, briefly.]
Thank you. That was...a different life, after all.
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...that's understandable.
[jiuqing can definitely wrap her mind around having a different life.]
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Mm. Besides...you can't let the past weigh you down. [A nod.] I'll help others. I can't dwell on things like that.
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jiuqing finds herself nodding.]
...there's no changing the past. All any of us can do is work toward a better future... right?
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[Yeah like on second thought.]
[What happened there.]
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I have no intention of letting my life play out like that again.
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Sounds like the strong Doctor Su I know.
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[she smiles]
...let's do our best.
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[A pause.]
Want to...go out and do something? As a distraction.
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Petting zoo?
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[time to go pet some brightly colored animals for emotional support.]