[She tilts her head, thoughtfully. Calm, all the while, white flowers trailing over her neck, now.]
You saw in my memory that I wanted...God to forgive me. For my good deeds to soothe my soul. I don't know if that's possible, in the end. But it doesn't stop me from trying. If you think it counts...then good.
Truly bad people don't seek forgiveness for any reason, and they don't feel like they're in any need of soothing. I think I've said something like this before.
If you continuously try to do good, then that's all anyone can ask of you. Including yourself, I think.
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[canon never gave me specific fillings,,,]
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[She means it.]
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jiuqing is clearly touched by that.]
...I like that idea a lot.
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Teach me how to do it, and I'll follow your lead.
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[insert directions here
which like. i don't know how to make them either but we're gonna pretend a very detailed recipe was in this meta text]
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You have a good memory. It sure has a lot of steps.
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[She laughs.]
Maybe we'll have to make them quicker for you so you won't have to wait.
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Guess good things come with necessary prices.
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[she
hates waiting, though.
i keep thinking about the vending machine in 7r and how jiuqing would have visited it like 20 times a day if i'd apped her there instead of here.]
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We'll just sit and remind ourselves of how good it will taste when its out. I'll be patient for you.
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Anything for you.
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You're very kind.
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I want to be as kind as you, so I'm glad.
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[the exception is like
garou
he's still on her shit list for kissing her]
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[LAUGHING AT GAROU FOREVER]
But still. I said what I said. You may not be kind by nature, but you actively try to be.
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[she smiles]
I think that counts for a lot.
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[She tilts her head, thoughtfully. Calm, all the while, white flowers trailing over her neck, now.]
You saw in my memory that I wanted...God to forgive me. For my good deeds to soothe my soul. I don't know if that's possible, in the end. But it doesn't stop me from trying. If you think it counts...then good.
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Truly bad people don't seek forgiveness for any reason, and they don't feel like they're in any need of soothing. I think I've said something like this before.
If you continuously try to do good, then that's all anyone can ask of you. Including yourself, I think.