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su jiuqing ([personal profile] countermeasures) wrote2022-02-13 08:23 am

chroma | catchall for vin

i haven't had coffee yet so this won't be pretty yet
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[personal profile] allomantic 2022-03-08 02:56 pm (UTC)(link)
...Maybe not.

[but to her - acknowledging that pain doesn't change what has happened, or that she's certain that's it just going to happen again. she's mentioned it before, things like the people here are kind or they seem well meaning,
but even that has been an understatement. even if she's tried to pull back from caring or getting too invested, she's already failed, and in the end, she's sure that every face she's come to know here will fade to a memory.

still. after a moment, carefully neutral:]


But it is what happens.
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[personal profile] allomantic 2022-03-08 03:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[...]

I'm sorry you had to see it.
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[personal profile] allomantic 2022-03-08 07:34 pm (UTC)(link)
I think I would rather live through that, than... what happened to you.

[it's not a competition and she knows that, but - she's still concerned about jiuqing.]
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[personal profile] allomantic 2022-03-09 12:00 am (UTC)(link)
[jiuqing has always seemed very competent and put together to her, so she does believe her. can't wait for her to see the fires tomorrow and sweat. but for now:]

...See to it that they don't.
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[personal profile] allomantic 2022-03-09 12:24 am (UTC)(link)
[terrifying and valid!]