[she smiles again, but this time it's a little sheepish.]
Well... yes. I'm sure she would have been happy that I was able to help earlier, but I wonder if she would worry I'm drawing too much attention to myself.
...with my medical skills. It concerned her, when I became well-known in the capital, because while it meant my skills were being recognized, it also meant I made some new enemies. So I can't help but wonder what she would think if she knew that people knew to come to me for medical help after only a week.
...I'd rather help than not help. Well... I suppose that's a bit obvious.
[considering that she did, in fact, put herself out there to be of assistance.]
I'd do it again, I think. But it's hard not to second-guess things in the aftermath. We have another doctor; should I have kept my capabilities a secret and let him handle it?
...The people here seem - very different from the nobility I have met. It is not a bad idea to keep your guard up, but it is not as though you are taking livelihood from others here.
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I think it might actually be safer if others know your capabilities. The knowledge you have is a valuable asset.
They're different from the nobles in Daxing, too. And if you ask me, that's a very good thing.
[jiuqing, a noble: nobles make me so tired]
I think we'd all much prefer it if it wasn't an asset we needed to use, but... we'll see. I was just thinking out loud, anyway. I don't plan to stop helping.
Well... yes and no. He has a certain amount of power within the capital, but I've been removed from the Su family tree, so he doesn't actually have any say over what I do.
But that didn't stop him from trying to interfere. [she huffs.] It's annoying. I'm glad my mother told him to get lost.
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I did not mean to eavesdrop, but - you were saying something about your mother?
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[she smiles again, but this time it's a little sheepish.]
Well... yes. I'm sure she would have been happy that I was able to help earlier, but I wonder if she would worry I'm drawing too much attention to myself.
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Drawing too much attention to yourself...?
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...with my medical skills. It concerned her, when I became well-known in the capital, because while it meant my skills were being recognized, it also meant I made some new enemies. So I can't help but wonder what she would think if she knew that people knew to come to me for medical help after only a week.
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[she nods, though.]
It is - good of you to help, I think.
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[she outright rolls her eyes at that.]
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[considering that she did, in fact, put herself out there to be of assistance.]
I'd do it again, I think. But it's hard not to second-guess things in the aftermath. We have another doctor; should I have kept my capabilities a secret and let him handle it?
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I think it might actually be safer if others know your capabilities. The knowledge you have is a valuable asset.
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[jiuqing, a noble: nobles make me so tired]
I think we'd all much prefer it if it wasn't an asset we needed to use, but... we'll see. I was just thinking out loud, anyway. I don't plan to stop helping.
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[after a moment of awkward hesitation:]
It is - admirable.
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[she looks surprised, but then she smiles.]
...thank you, Miss Vin. That's very kind of you to say.
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...Your father still has some sway over you even though you are estranged?
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But that didn't stop him from trying to interfere. [she huffs.] It's annoying. I'm glad my mother told him to get lost.
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[...]
Though I understand if that is too personal...
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[there's a pause.]
I don't really care about that.
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[juiqing is valid!]
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You may have the right idea.
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[boys are stinky
(and yet in like five chapters from her canonpoint she's going to be hetstuck why are webtoons like this)]
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[annoying, to say the least]
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Sometimes I am relieved I do not have to worry about such things.
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[jiuqing would honestly be very happy if she never had to worry about marriage ever again.]
...but then, I suppose you must have had other things to worry about...
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