chroma | catchall for vin

[countermeasures]

i haven't had coffee yet so this won't be pretty yet

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[allomantic]

[she pauses for a moment, because - talking about this, when it mirrors something she's trying very hard not to think about is difficult, but she doesn't want jiuqing to think she bears her any ill will, either.]

If it was... similar to my own experience - your awareness was gone by that point. Am I correct?

[countermeasures]

That's true... but...

[...she knows that, if the situation was reversed, she'd be insisting that it wasn't vin's fault.

she knows, but...

it's hard to accept. she had gone there to look for them to help them, not to hurt them.]

[allomantic]

[she's quiet for a moment.]

The people I killed afterwards - was that my fault, then?

[whatever jiuqing says likely won't have an impact on how she views her own actions, but - she's saying this to prove a point, not to soothe her own guilt.]

[countermeasures]

[immediately:]

Of course it wasn't!

[allomantic]

...I know.

[not really, and she has to fight not to hack up some petals, but.]

But that means it was not yours, either.

[countermeasures]

...it's kind of you to say that.

[...]

You'll... use the pods and recover quickly, won't you?

[allomantic]

It is not kind. It is merely honest.

[but, to that second point...]

I have already healed most of the damage. I will go back later to finish it.

[countermeasures]

[her shoulders slump a little with relief - she trusts vin to keep her word.]

Good.

[allomantic]

And you? I imagine - you are hurt as well.

[even if she can't see.]

[countermeasures]

...I used the pods for three hours, and I'm stable. I've bandaged my wounds as well. I'll take it easy this weekend and go back in once...

[well


you know.]

[allomantic]

[she nods, but...]

Jiuqing, may I ask - what happened to you while we were apart?

[countermeasures]

...

I really don't know where to start.

[allomantic]

The beginning, perhaps...?

[but even if she's curious, she doesn't want to push her to relive something horrible so soon after it happened. she knows it's difficult for her to think about all of it, especially what happened at the end.]

If it is not too difficult.

[countermeasures]

The beginning wasn't... too bad. I woke up alone on a tundra, and - heard footsteps. There were soldiers, and they called me a heretic, and attacked me... but I was rescued by someone named Ysayle.

When I asked how to get back, she said she didn't know, but that the dragons might be able to help me. So, she took me to... I think it was called Dravania?

[allomantic]

They attacked you? Were you badly hurt?

[she nods, though.]

Dravania... The version of Aymeric we met there mentioned something about it.

[countermeasures]

...I wasn't terribly hurt there, no.

[she nods slowly]

Did... you see him in Ishgard? I saw him there, too, before...

[before she went full monster and attacked them.]

[allomantic]

I am glad, though - I wish you weren't hurt at all.

[she nods.]

Yes. At the time, it seemed like it was really him... He talked about the Prism, and it seemed that he recognized Kashuu and I after some prompting.

[countermeasures]

He didn't recognize me at all, I don't think.

[well. there had been that moment... but then he'd just handed her potions. so, y'know, maybe that hesitation hadn't been out of recognition. aymeric is very kind, after all.]

But I didn't have much time to converse with him...

[allomantic]

We had to prod him into it, so... If you only spoke to him briefly, it would make sense.

[countermeasures]

[she nods slowly]

...what happened with the two of you? When you met him?

[allomantic]

...A man I knew from back home stabbed him and then we were arrested for being heretics.

[looks into the void]

[countermeasures]

...

Ah. I see.

[allomantic]

[she sighs.]

It was a convincing fake. He would have done something like that.

[countermeasures]

I was thinking more about... the Ishgardians. They do seem to jump straight to accusations of heresy, don't they...

[allomantic]

Did the same thing happen to you?