I killed Kumon's brother. I helped to kill Garou's mentor, and an old man Marceline knew. And then, I killed Kumon. I bashed in his head. And I didn't turn into anything. In the end, I was just me. Overwhelmed by emotions, out of control, but I was me.
There's no guarantee for me, either. Tonight, I could go to sleep, and murder someone.
But even with that...I don't think you or I, for that matter, should fall back on the thought that its a guillotine over our heads waiting to happen. It can happen. But the thought shouldn't control you.
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I killed Kumon's brother. I helped to kill Garou's mentor, and an old man Marceline knew. And then, I killed Kumon. I bashed in his head. And I didn't turn into anything. In the end, I was just me. Overwhelmed by emotions, out of control, but I was me.
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So what does that make me, Su?
[Not an accusatory question. Just asking.]
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[she looks up at hot pants.]
It makes you stronger than this place... because it has not been able to twist your mind since then.
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But no guarantee it won't, either.
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But even with that...I don't think you or I, for that matter, should fall back on the thought that its a guillotine over our heads waiting to happen. It can happen. But the thought shouldn't control you.
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[she nods]
Even so, I... Miss Hot Pants? Will you promise me something?
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What is it, Su?
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In my right mind as I am now, I would never want to get away with it.
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[But there's no trace of hesitation when she says, seriously.]
I promise that. And... [Now a pause, looking at her.] Could you promise that for me, too?
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I promise you, I will.
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[the pact has been SEALED]
I don't want anyone hesitating. Not now. Not ever.
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We have to act decisively.