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......

[A shake of the head.]

Will it? Or are you just saying that to make me feel better?

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I'm saying it because I believe it.

[...]

I have a question to ask you. It may be an uncomfortable one.

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...What is it?

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...are you the one who killed Sir November?

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[She looks her in the eyes. There's irritation rising over the emotionshare.]

No. I didn't kill him, Su.

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[she meets her gaze steadily. she is still calm, but her hairpin's still in.]

I'd like to believe that. And I'm not asking you simply to make an accusation, I'm just... worried.

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"Like to"?

[She grimaces, more irritated by that than anything.]

There's nothing to worry about besides everything else. This week has been hell. We need to focus on getting everyone out of this mess. I'm sick of it all, Su.

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That is what I'm focused on - getting us out of this mess. You're included in that.

[and it's why she can't quite let her suspicions go.]

...regardless, what I said before stands. This is not as alright as you'll ever feel. I won't accept that.

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...

[The irritation falls, replaced by exhaustion, acceptance, but also just....vulnerability. Like she's bleeding out, and she knows it.]

I feel like I've been run over. Of course it isn't alright as I'll ever feel. I'm holding on by a thread.

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...

[she reaches for her hand]

Then let me stay here with you. You don't have to hold on by a thread alone.

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[She looks at her hand, before taking it gently.]

Am I a selfish person, Su?

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I don't think there's anyone who's not selfish. We all have things we want.

[she squeezes her hand gently.]

But being selfish does not make you a bad person.

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[Her eyes are welling up with tears.]

Maybe, but...I don't want to be anyone's burden.

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[hot pants, your roller coaster of emotions.]

You're no burden, Miss Hot Pants.

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[ITS BEEN A CRAZY LAST FEW DAYS IN THIS HERE PRISM]

You're not saying that to be nice, are you?

[But she's saying that more casually, without any bite.]

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I say things because I believe them!

[she puffs her cheeks out at her.]

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[...]

[She's poking one of those cheeks.]

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[the vibes:

???]

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...You do know you're cute, right?

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Of course I do! People might criticize my behaviors, but they've never criticized my face.

[jiuqing please.]

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Should I start calling your behavior cute, too?

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—huh?

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Just for balance.

[Since the cute face got covered.]

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[...there's a twinge of worry, but - jiuqing also seems pretty amused, too.]

If you'd like to, feel free.

[fleshedout]

...Sure.

[Now its just awkwardness - this feels pretty close to regular!Hot Pants, honestly.]