...it wasn't your fault; you have nothing to apologize for.
[...]
I lost track of how many times it happened. It was like it - wanted me to say that loving my mother wasn't worth the pain of losing her. But that just wasn't true. Eventually, it... showed me something else. And another thing, and another...
[she shudders]
I know it wasn't real. It involved things that had already happened, but - differently from the way they did. And it involved people who were already gone.
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[...]
I lost track of how many times it happened. It was like it - wanted me to say that loving my mother wasn't worth the pain of losing her. But that just wasn't true. Eventually, it... showed me something else. And another thing, and another...
[she shudders]
I know it wasn't real. It involved things that had already happened, but - differently from the way they did. And it involved people who were already gone.