Mm.. that's what I thought too. It might have been a fun... "party" idea the first time but. I don't feel like, anyone really wanted that to happen.. and I'm a bit, afraid to think what will happen if it doesn't stop.

[ but, she wants to be strong. she doesn't want everyone else to worry. if they worry, her worrying as well won't make it any better, so... ]

We can just, hold onto hope together! I think.. all of us are very strong, especially you, Su Jiuqing! We can figure this out.